Look Forward, Not Back

Sometimes i miss they way things were. It is funny how it is manly the little things. I miss laughing at school with friends. I miss singing in choir. I miss sitting on a wall eating lunch with my friends. I miss having a structure to the day. I miss not being confused. I miss talking about colors.

But i believe that those things had to pass for a reason. Chapters in life end so that others can be written. I am sad about the things that are past but exited for the things to do ahead. I am exited to learn, to grow closer to my Heavenly Father, to love life more, and much more. Sometimes i think i am just lost and that the Lord has neglected me. But i know better. The excitement that i get from the future is a blessing itself and that i have so much light around me now, maybe i have just neglected it. I think the Lord wants me to see and appreciate the joys i have now and that will bring me more joy in itself. He is there, i know He is.

I have heard that when you go through trials and feel alone, the Lord is actually closer to you then than most times. I trust in Him. He will lead us right, don't give up. We'll make it.

"My shepherd will supply my need" "All is well"